I want desperately to delete yesterday's post.
So why don't you?
Very good question. It's not because I love it, or even think it well written. It is because I feel naked with my bits hanging out there. VERY naked. And I don't like it one bit. It would be easy enough to make that feeling go away by conceding to the delete key. But, I try not to do things out of fear. And whatever is going on right now has the fear kinda buzzing around.
So I may want kids - big whoop. Not really news there. So there is someone I'm kinda interested in who has them - also big whoop. Hardly the only dude I have dated who had kids. Seems we let the imagination of the hook yesterday and forgot to hang it up at the end of the session. Not only that, I fed it after dark. Odd where it ended up isn't it? Standing at the door of the thing I have avoided for so long. Guess it's time is all.
Wish me luck. Got my compass and my flashlight and I'm going in there.
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