Someone asked me that question a couple weeks ago. It lead to a lot of head scratching. Why exactly DO I write? Hmmmmm......
I write to process stuff that needs processing. Sometimes bits of that get up-cycled into stories or poems. Processing stuff is the best tool I have to make me feel better.
I write because an idea will absolutely plague me. Writing it down is a form of exorcism.
I write because it gives my brain something to do. Character puzzles to figure out. Plot dynamics to set into motion and imagine how it turns out.
I write because it gives me a chance to make an ex-bf say what I WISH he had said, to make the world over in a way that pleases me.
I write to fill up the hole and to fill up the whole.
I write because I am addicted to language and writing is the best way to safely express that in our culture. Let's face it, if I use the big words I get the look - ALWAYS! We somehow expect to encounter words we don't know in reading so they are more OK.
I write because in writing I begin to know myself at the deepest level.
I write because sometimes in the process I touch the divine.
Mostly I write because it is the one constant in my life that brings joy.
Writers write because they MUST. I think someone famous said that, but I'm not sure who.
ReplyDeleteWell....you just said it!
ReplyDeleteMy corollary question is, "Why DON'T I write anymore?" I feel almost all those things you said about writing, yet I am choosing not to feed them. Why? What am I afraid of? I will mull those questions over, for they have much broader implications for me.
ReplyDeleteFor me.....when I don't write it is all fear based. That I will have to let people see parts of me that I would prefer to remain hidden, that I will FAIL, that I will succeed, that I will have nothing of value to say, blahblahblah......and yet I do it anyway.
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