My Dreamtime has been a clean space for the last couple years or so. A place where info is passed easily from my peeps to me, where solace is given, where deep and abiding rest happens. I guess I should have recognized it sooner. Lots of trouble staying asleep. Getting up multiple times and wandering around almost like I am avoiding sleep. A few nightmares and other strange happenings. Waking in the morning so exhausted that all I want to do is crawl back in bed.
Yesterday it came to my attention when I got a FB friend request from WWT. I had him blocked for years, but decided last year that I was no longer going to live my life like that - always hiding. So I unblocked everyone who was on my list. Since FB now has user friendly security options, what did I care if any of those people knew I had a FB page or could read a post on a mutual friends page? I would not live hidden or in fear.
So yesterday I guess it came to his attention that I was on there and he tried to friend me. I have no desire to share cyber space (or any space) with him. I am not angry or afraid. I just don't want or need the drama that swirls around him like a cloak. Drama he creates maliciously and deliberately to his own ends. I know because I spent a year hugged to his bony chest under that cloak. He is who he is and I am who I am. Those two energies are not compatible with one another. So friend request denied and shields up.
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