Monday, July 20, 2009
I have no idea what's going on right now. I will just 'fess to that right up front. Days where I can't sleep. Days where I can ONLY sleep. Days where my focus is imperturbable. Days where I am ADD as hell. Days where my body feels great. Others where I don't even know where to start with the Reiki. Days where I am so happy I could dance naked in the rain. Others where my heart feels so heavy, it takes all my energy not to sit and cry all damn day. NO - it isn't hormones. I did that 8 years ago. No - it isn't blood sugar. Have been super good about that. In fact, there is nothing unusual or out of the ordinary going on in my life right now that I can't handle. As weird as this is gonna sound. I don't think it is even me. As if my body is tuned to someone else's like a radio station and it emotes the sentiment of the song being played. When they play jazz, I get all contemplative, blue and funky. When they play Buffet I get all dance happy. What I want to know is who is the transmitter? Cuz I wanna jam your signal and just get back to being me. That bitch I know and can deal with. YOU on the other hand are a hot mess!! |
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